EndeNeu [EmoPosting]
I think I wrote here before about emotional chaos, right? It is so basic a latent state in this mess on an emotional level. A lengthy separation after many years of love, men in front of house doors, or those who send me a ticket or even your house keys; One I wrote a song and two pictures which I devoted a couple of poems, one who means it seriously, three waiting for me and one who do not know what is right.
And I stand here and am in love once Actual really, quite seriously, without ifs and buts. And everyone else I have to say I'm sorry. I wanted that's all not so, so in love with men. I would like for each time, would like to explain to me in peace - but we can not. And I can only say: You have to understand that now. And I throw like something kitsch by: Mir does too painful. I cordially greet
P., P., T. and A., which I so much Zeit widmeten und mich, glaube ich, ganz aufrichtig liebten. Vor allem Euch wünsche ich jemanden, der diese Gefühle erwiedern kann.
F.:Durch, Ende, vorbei - es ist besser so für uns Beide. Und das, was mal war, war schön und brachte uns beide so viel weiter. Danke.
M. und P. möchte ich sagen: Ihr seid Arschlöcher - und zwar ganz große! Aber das wisst ihr selbst und ich weiß, dass Ihr nicht anders könnt. Nur euch will ich wirklich nie wieder lesen, sehen oder hören.
A., M., S. und B.: Danke.
C., A., und M.: Das waren Schubse in ganz wichtige, richtige Richtungen. Es sollte nicht sein.
Und der Eine ist nicht nur ein Buchstabe - und soll es auch nie werden. Trial and error.
EndeNeu.
again with feeling
FrauJ
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Retirement Poem - Bon Voyage
If I were an animal, I lay down to die
sore throat Week 2
Review Week 1: colds, neck pain and slight scratching the tube. At the end of the week, a moderate pharyngitis.
far, so good. Nothing unusual in this weather.
It seems that my method of treatment that are in copious lamentations on twitter and a lot of extended lack of sleep, not the right thing.
After looking at my neck with diagnostic lights and wooden spatula (JUCHHEE gag), I was two days ago discovered a wonderfully lush landscape > Purulent pharyngitis.
Today saw the next change: lateral column angina. Fantastic. Looks like a textbook - and feels like that.
addition, a formerly mild ear infection, which was now also a textbook mature otitis media.
After a phone conversation with my mother, where I once again learned a lot about virtues such as patience and frugality, I can now exclude diphtheria. Mother suspected initially, with reference to above symptoms, it was stated that my disease is diphtheria. It took about half an hour to explain to her that I'm vaccinated against diphtheria, in recent weeks was not in Kiev and elsewhere my symptoms rather little in common with this disease. First a photo of my throat it was convincing at all.
And now I'm sitting here with a neck wrap, onion bag on the ears, scarves around the neck and head, and drink chamomile tea.
will clean feeling Technically, I never found again.
Ade.
your
FrauJ
sore throat Week 2
Review Week 1: colds, neck pain and slight scratching the tube. At the end of the week, a moderate pharyngitis.
far, so good. Nothing unusual in this weather.
It seems that my method of treatment that are in copious lamentations on twitter and a lot of extended lack of sleep, not the right thing.
After looking at my neck with diagnostic lights and wooden spatula (JUCHHEE gag), I was two days ago discovered a wonderfully lush landscape > Purulent pharyngitis.
Today saw the next change: lateral column angina. Fantastic. Looks like a textbook - and feels like that.
addition, a formerly mild ear infection, which was now also a textbook mature otitis media.
After a phone conversation with my mother, where I once again learned a lot about virtues such as patience and frugality, I can now exclude diphtheria. Mother suspected initially, with reference to above symptoms, it was stated that my disease is diphtheria. It took about half an hour to explain to her that I'm vaccinated against diphtheria, in recent weeks was not in Kiev and elsewhere my symptoms rather little in common with this disease. First a photo of my throat it was convincing at all.
And now I'm sitting here with a neck wrap, onion bag on the ears, scarves around the neck and head, and drink chamomile tea.
will clean feeling Technically, I never found again.
Ade.
your
FrauJ
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